I just got my recital video. I worked for one year to get good enough for recital, I lost twenty-seven pounds. I looked better considering I hadn't weighed that much since the 7th grade but. . . when I was singing I looked like a board with curves. Coming along with other examples of my inept socializing, and awkwardness around other beings of the human race, such as walking by people in courtyards and talking to them, not good. I never got so mad at someone for such a dumb reason, he sort of talked to me like he thought I should be so glad that he was even looking at me. I might just be thinking too much, I have to work on acting like a nice sociable person. Everyone who already knows me says I'm nice but I need to learn how to let people who barely know me at least know I'm nice, or I'll never have a good career in show business. Yes, I want to be in show business. I want to make people forget about everyday life, I want to make crowds smile and laugh. I want to inspire other people, like I was. I want to pick people up out of depression, and take them to a place where they are not afraid to wonder or dream about something "No,impassible, nothing is impossible"

the doorknob from "Alice in Wonderland"